Okay this picture is about a month old (and 2 lbs lighter) but I don’t have any recent ones soo heres another before and after; one year on my journey. 57 lbs lost; very very proud of myself.
I was watching I used to be fat (season 2 episode 9) and I saw this. Her goal weight is 190 lbs and the girl had this in her bedroom. There is so many things wrong with this I don’t even know where to start. no carbs? no fruit? only 900 calories PER DAY?
the fuck mtv?
this is crazy
I don’t want to say “I don’t know if I’ll ever come back” because I know I’ll come back I just don’t know for how long.
I can’t believe how much my face changed. The first photo is from a video I made for my friend’s birthday about a year ago and I wasn’t even at my highest weight, I was about 160 lbs. The second one was from the video I made a few days ago that I was going to upload and then changed my mind… 118 lbs. I don’t know what to say about this.. I really can’t believe it.
seriously its so addictive.
What better way to celebrate reaching my UGW than with one of these drops of heaven. Its my sister’s birthday so there is a lot of food in the house right now. I think I deserve one ;) yum.
I did it. My weight loss journey ends right here, 52 pounds lost.
At the end, I lost weight but I gained so much more. I know so much about myself that I didn’t knew before changing my lifestyle. I know I’m capable of running for a long period of time, I know how to make healthier choices, I know how to push my body to the very limit but what matters to me the most, is that I never gave up this time and I can finally say I did it. It was a lovely experience, seriously :’)
Excuse me while I cry of happiness.
I’m so tired of this, I don’t want to count calories anymore, I don’t want to use the fucking kitchen scale for everything, I don’t want to be so conscious about what I eat anymore. You know what? I’ve never been this thin before and I’ve never been so insecure in my life. How much you weigh means absolutely nothing. A lot of people think that when they reach their UGW life will be perfect and they will finally love themselves but no. Your weight has nothing to do on how you live your life. Life won’t be perfect just because the scale shows the number you wanted. & before you realize it you’ll set a lower number because maybe life will be perfect at a lower weight and it gets out of control because that number will not give you what you want. If you want to lose weight because you want to be healthier and fitter GOOD FOR YOU. You’re in the right direction! If you want to lose weight because life is not perfect now, and you think that you’ll live your life differently at a lower weight.. you’re setting yourself up for disappointment.
“That’s a lot of food” “You’re going to eat all of it?” “another slice?” “eating again? lunch was a couple of hours ago” AND “oh my god stop losing weight” “you’re a stick” “stop being so controlling about food” “let go a little bit”… SERIOUSLY? You can’t use them all.. either you want me to stop losing weight or you don’t but stop sending me mixed signals. Its so confusing.
